hello again.

ps. writing this for the second time because my 1st post was accidentally deleted and I had no idea what on earth I pressed…

I was saying how long it has been and how so many things have changed and how I felt like a stranger in this space looking back at all my old posts. feeling very estranged because it has been forever since I typed so much at a go, entirely unbounded by caption limitations and what nots.

I came back here solely to dedicate a post to my wedding.

26 and finally married.

always imagined myself to be married at 21, though ironically 5 years ago, I was in all the wrong places with all the wrong people so marriage was not even a word to me then.

I wanted to be married at 21 because I thought 21 years was long enough for me to find my husband and i’ve always loved the idea of having a partner that I can love and who loves me under all circumstances. someone whom i’m so comfortable I let loose all my thoughts and boy do I have lots of thoughts. also, someone who takes enough comfort in having me they share their mind with me and absolutely nobody else.

it’s not easy feeling the same about someone after knowing how horrible and ugly the person can be so if you got that person that every part of you is still willing to love, hold on tight! it’s a bumpy road ahead but it’s all going to be worth it cos you know ya’ll got each other!

took me 5 extra years than in my expectations to find that person but i’m grateful he happened to me anyways.

totally, different from what I wrote in the first post cos I just forgot what I was writing about but I shan’t digress too far off and just share more about my wedding below.

probably going to have to break it into two posts cos of time limitations now.